Friday, August 22, 2008
hii
tired ...
wants to die...
wants to commit suicide ...
wad ish this ??
ii hate this life...
ii cant settle my own probs and paln to help others??
impossible...
ii am crying..
but for wad??
ii can juz die ...
no worries,, no problems ,, no pain ,, no heartbreaks to go thru'...
wad am ii aiming for in life???
juz to get my parents to be happy...??
my family problems ..
as high as a mountain ...
ii cant voice it out ...
cuz ii dun wish to lose fwens...
fwens ...
my source of energy and the will to live on ...
realli...
ii nid them...
otherwise ii mae get depression and die in front of you now ...
wad do ii realli want in myself??
ii want to be a great dancer...
ii love to dance...
but at the same time ...
my parents forbids me to do so...
yea sure ... you tink my mum is very good ..
every1 displays a good side ...
and ter's a bad side...
you wont noe tht person if you onli see one side of him or her...
ii hate this ...
ii hate education ...
but its needed to survive in this darn society...
yy muz it be upgraded so much??
ter's no end to it ..
it onli increase the number of ppl dying becuz they commit suicide ...
ii dun want this to happen ever...
but can ii do to make it stop??
nothing!!
ii juz dun like it ...
my mum...
she dun understand me at all...
she juz keep saying ....
saying ...
saying ...
saying..
saying..
saying ...
saying...
yea she cares...
bout my homework .. and my skool...
but not me .....
yy not me of all things??
yy muz ii undergo this pain ??
and fwens ...
they dun noe wad teasing is about ...
and when teasing is over the line ....
and uu actually offend some1 ...
these few daes are the worst daes of my life ...
and yy?
rite ii 4got ..
cuz ii am not god ...
SHIT THIS LIFE OF MINE !!!!!!!
lalalaxx-wadeva-lame-just GO WILD=) do talk alot, 8/22/2008 07:26:00 PM